the past few months i have really had the chance to.find.myself again. for a while i was in lala land of being a grouchy bad version.of myself! the past few months ive had to dig deep.and find what makes me happy and makes me who i am.
this last year i was made the choir director in my ward. at first i was thinking....what on earth did i do to deserve this??? but the past few months i realized that heavenly father wanted to remind me of.my talents and my love and passion for music and how it can bless me. i am now greatful for the calling i once thought was a punishment. :)
i have also been reminded that i am a weirdo. :) its ok to be different and stand for my values. i know im not perfect but i have gained a testimony of living the standards of the church no matter what.
i have been struggling a lot with my self esteem and a little depression. i look at other people and think why cant my life be that good? or why cant i be thaaat skinny? or why cant i be that good at stuff? but i have seen that when i stop doing that i feel better about myself. i am so lucky to have a husband who puts up with me and reminds me that im a daughter of god. and encourages me to do my best and live the best that i can.
i definitely can relate to this. i think being an adult can be really hard! but distancing ourselves from the things that cause insecurities helps, and surrounding ourselves with loved ones does too. hang in there, know you're not alone!!
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