i always tell myself life will slow down after....(fill in the blank) i should know better by now. between work, family, church callings and micahs recording. we are always on the go. i have realized this is good for me.
we are getting excited for micahs brother anthony to get home on wednesday. although we wont be in arizona to greet him...there is good old skype. and a visit in a few months we are very much looking forward to. also we found out that my sister sarah is having a baby girl!! i am so excited for her!! and it gives me hope for the future that i will be able to have children. i also snapped my wedding ring in half a few weeks ago...and i got it back today i was so excited....then when i came.home i decided to go blond!
i came across an amazing quote by elder holland tonight. it made me feel so blessed to have the gospel. below is a sample of how i felt before i read it...
im blogging at 230 in the morning for a few reasons. probably the biggest...i have been watching to many scary shows and movies...not the zombie monster kind...the true story murder mystery kind....i have decided it isnt good for my prexisting anxiety problems. haha micah makes fun of me because in my ideal world...it would have owl city playing and bubbles would be floating around with lots of happy people and cats. no killing and crazy people. (even tho my dream world makes me sound slightly off my rocker)
another reason is the stresses of every day life. i do love my job! pretty excited to work for the same company as micah. it has been amazing so far! more like paying off student loans from going to a hair school where i pretty much taught myself. and my stupid pcos and everyone always asking when i am having kids...and trying to not feel like bursting into to tears and say i would right now if my stupid freaking body would let me! but instead laughing and say we're workin on it! and all the other little things that one could stress about...i do. i have done much better not stressing lately.
and the other reason i am sick. blah! i have had a sore throat and bad headaches. and throw cramps in there for 3 weeks now. i did come across a quote by elder holland that made me feel so much better tho. that everything is going to be ok if i trust in ny heavenly father. and although it doesnt sound like it from this grumpy blog. i do trust my hevenly father. and know that he has a plan for me and he has placed the people and things in my life to help shape me and guide me to who and where im supposed to be.
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