i am a happy person. i love adventures and living my life on the run. i thrive on craziness and being to busy. i love traveling and new surroundings. i work best in a fast paced work environment. i love havic.
in high school i played 3 sports, participated in band, jazz band, marching band, active in young womens program, and made time for friends amd boyfriends! my family traveled, i went to camps, tournaments, competitions, i visited so many different places. all along the way picking places i would live with my family.
so imagine my disappointment when i have been stuck in the same old countryish city ive lived my entire life. trust me we have tried to get out, but something keeps holding us here. nothing ever seems to work out for us to move. so i keep asking myself..what is my purpose here? what am i supposed to be doing that im not? why cant i move on and make new memories with my family? live an adventure. try something new. struggle because i dont have family a mile down the road. establish roots and be taken seriously as an adult. not the neighborhood kid who knocked on doors to see how everyone was doing and asked for candy.
i keep watching family and friends having great opportunities and adventures. im going to be honest when i say im a little jealous.
i am praying and hoping for an adventure that takes our family somewhere. so we can grow and have new experiences. i feel like we arent progressing. just stuck at the same job in the same town in the same callings in the same trials...i know im complaining..but i am ready for something new. yes having a child is new amd exciting but i want new for him. not the same that i had growing up. i want better for him.
so here is to working hard the rest of this year so we can have a new adventure for our little family.
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