we are having a.... :)

we went to the doctor last thursday to find out the gender of the baby and for my normal.check up. everything was great annnd we are having a baby boy. we are so thrilled! the first asay boy and the first cleverly grandson. so the grandparents are excited as well! we have been trying to get as much stuff as we can before the baby gets here so we are ready buut thebpast few weeks i havent been looking for.stuff as much. i think because im nervous and it is all becoming very real.

the past few days i have been freaking out because we are having a boy. i dont know how to raise a boy. and i dont want to push him into.sports (i kind of do cuz i loooove sports but his dad isnt into.sports so.much) but i want him to be.musical too but i dont want.him to be weird. and i dont want him to get.picked on. and all that sort of stuff i REALLY dont need to.worry about at the moment but of course i would.

it still seems like time is flying. everyone said it will.slow down. nope. it sure hasnt for me. im so excited for all the new changes and to.become a mother! im sure i will love it and my son will be perfect to me but i am just a worrier.

i have been so proud of my wonderful husband. he has been doing so great at work! and his busy church calling and he still makes time for his cranky pregnant wife. and does such sweet things for me. lots ofbwonderful surprises. and the other night he even pretended to like the awful.dinner i made. even i thought it wasnt good. dang pinterest makes some recipies look super great...and then they're not. but i am so lucky to have such a hard working husband with a strong testimony of the gospel who loves to take care of me! i am truly blessed to have him in my life!